Pry My Nerves Out Let Them Bleed.

Humans are born relationship creatures, as much as i’m an introvert, i still long to be in a community.

However so, which ever community you set foot in, everyone demands a portion of you. I cant stand this, even some Christians do. Every community demands a certain treasure that you keep, no matter how brief the relationship establishment, once a tie is drawn, everyone is in it together. I cant say that this is completely disruptive, like they say, friends share burdens and adds joy.

Limitations of the fantasy; time has never seized to irate my nerves again. We cant befriend everyone, yet everyone wants to befriend everyone else- We all desire help from everyone yet we cannot give help to everyone. Being crude, we are weighed down by ministry, on the brighter note, we are living for core issues. We cant spend every moment to commute with every being that we meet.

The weight we carry is Jesus’ title, we cant allow the flame to be under blankets and drawers, we have to carry the flame around us. The activities that we actively participate often marks a distance between the world and Jesus. It suddenly becomes, if I’m a Christian, I cant become your friend.

People who i used to roam around a lot while they were still running with us, after they left, it seems we are unable to even withstand a conversation. The idealistic barrier tears us apart. Friends who i used to roam around with before becoming Christian, becomes lesser. It seems, the higher the leader, the less friends. Lonely leaders. We certainly do have much lesser time to spend, this is undeniable. 

However, the quality of friends we keep, are incomparable. On the other hand, after glancing blogs and reminiscing over a series of events, i have realized that honestly, many Christians have faced relationship issues. Not BGR, just normal friends. Previous friends have felt that they’ve been left alone. I cant entirely say that its this person’s fault, but somehow, they blame the God we believe in resulting in such a consequence.

I’m utterly abraded.

Have Christians, become a total new being.

One man can never serve Two masters

allow this to trigger the memory lane.

I believe that a life is too much a waste to live for oneself, yet too much to live for everything else.

lets see how far we’ve come.

3 words.

outrun, outsprint, outlast.

Christianity is a race, we run.

Christianity is a race against time, we sprint.

Christianity is a commitment, We last.

He is no fool to give up what he cannot keep to gain what he cannot loose.

Have i left somethings TOO aside that it seems, wrong?

Once Again

I suppose no new businessman would ever invest a single cent into crude oil because we all know from deep within, heck, its gonna run out.

Everyone is thinking long term.

And we ALL think long term. When we study, the choices available for us is very much determined by our certs, but soon enough, certs aren’t enough.

A marketing strategy is to always think ahead of what others would think about. Challenging technologies. Like whoever came out with the 1st camera phone sure made a great impact, and not only thinking ahead, how it would develop in the future. Lets see how far we’ve come with phones. Basically , thinking ahead and long term is a factor to success. In any way.

School always bullcrap about CCAs and the 2 points nonsence and building up our character and such. Which i was quite moved into during my sec 1 years. I mean, 2 points seem a really big deal. But when i think long term, damn, CCA is only gonna last me for 3.5 years?. Investing So much commitment, and its not going to get me far, contradicts with being successful. Not even a bit.

We all think long term, its how much further we can “outhinK” others.

my Treasures are in heaven. Dont bother investing in anything that wouldnt last.

And for you non-believers, invest in something that would last.

Chronology Clutter

To live in the Present is the Past, To live in the Future, is the Present