There was internal conflict again. I’m always spending time thinking about the eventual outcome(future). Probably calling me a futuristic person would seem to be a perfect brief representation of me. I’ll admit, i really do spend a lot of my time thinking, about the future.
i had a decision to make. Not a really big one. It was just whether to go to school. I mean, DUH, i have to go to school. But you must understand, i’ve never broken pass 3 weeks of consecutive schooling. So, hmm. The exteremly uncoordinated planning of the event was located at bishan, half way across Singapore. Sorry josh, but its true isnt it.
i mean, i had every right to not go. Come, think with me, 4 hours at bishan stadium celebrating an event which was badly planned, and located so far away, THINK WITH ME, could the time be more well spent? Probably yes!
but i guess God didnt want it to go that way. He didnt plan anything ahead for me. NOTHING. i mean, nothing to clash with my school. So i had to go. I’m holding on to God’s title all over me. In the end i just went, and camped over joshua’s house after the stupidiest event i’ve ever been to. I mean i suppose even my 1st planned caregroup was way better than this.
