“Did anyone said your hands were cute?”
“Hm?”
“They’re cute.”

When you’ve learnt to appreciate the person for who he is, you’ve inevitably learnt how to discriminate the person for who he is.

You have Nothing to lose when you have nothing; Everything to Gain.

You have Everything to lose when you have everything; Nothing to Gain.

Every Holiday break it gets better and better.

The words are hushed lets not get busted;
just lay entwined here, undiscovered.
Safe in here from all the stupid questions.

While we still look for our magic staffs, the end of my magic sticks is here. Just like Harry’s wand had broke in order for the elder wand to be in his grasp, so have this end of magic sticks arrived. Blown to dust, they have worked wonders to nerve the the writhing pains. Now that I can breathe constantly, I am through this, though not entirely.

This too, Will pass.

how can you see into my eyes like open doors
leading you down into my core
where I’ve become so numb without a soul my spirit sleeping somewhere cold
until you find it there and lead it back home

Silent serenity. In this moment of stillness, that lasted forever. Its coming alive, once again.

I’m scared. Yet this fear is different. The future seems so unclear but if I were to live by the here and now, this would be my decision. Perhaps through an inferiority complex, it had been amplified. Really, who am I?

Is this just a mere make up for the sudden loss and change; To nullify the side effects in order to live? A parasite living on a human soul. Sure, it works. It worked far greater than I have imagined. The recovery is accelerated. Though majority of the wounds have healed, as though the skin had been untouched. There are many raw spots that still continues to burn. That still renders me immobile, writhing in pain.

Then again, this could be it. Something thats real, finally.

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Why is it so Sunny.

What is it trying to tell me!

This is supposed to be a happy post. Because people complained my blog is “slash and die”. Is this happy?

Glancing through the undisturbed endless sky, with winds that surround me, forming a protective coat. A seemingly bubbled world. Yet this serenity that was temporal was worth noticing. Dancing lights, created by either the play of the mind or the flashing intensities, surround this cluttered chaos and sets polarities upright. Though distant, they seem to be a constant guidance.

Sunny days, have their worth. Or perhaps I’m glad, therefore everything seems optimistic. By which I would rather not figure out, while I glide through this phase of… Bubbled life?

I’m not safe.

So much familiarity, till it hurt.
The revived passions, adverse to memories.
With connected fibers,
Fluid flowed through my arms and throughout.
While those brief moments of informal
It was as though a part had infused into me.
Every single moment, flushed with memories, and fantasies.

I was so compelled to tighten my grasp.

This is your moment and every single minute you spend tryin to hold on to it cause you may never get it again.
So while you’re in it try to get as much shit as you can
and when your run is over just admit when it’s at its end.

Its awfully scary, when you cry out for rain and God or Someone answers your cry. Feeling so, overjoyed, with that silence that seems to wash away all problems. Just water that flows through the dirt and shit bringing them along into the sewers. With temperatures way below average, the chilling shivers shakes off the imminent load.

Yet, when the sun rises all is clear that nothing had been accomplished. That mere fleeting enjoyment were like themselves. Comes and Goes. The petrifying cold would cause you so much hurt, I couldn’t bare to feel as though I called upon a disaster. Then again, just by flickers of channels, it always seems that when it pours in here. It floods, somewhere else, or worse( there has been typhoons and earthquakes and well get what I mean). Yet I still do look forward to each time it rains, and always smile, when it rains.

Hold Me.

Its not OVER.

Chemistry Pure MCQ 2009

1.A
2.C
3.A
4.C
5.C
6.C
7.A
8.A
9.B
10.B
11.A
12.A
13.B
14.A
15.C
16.D
17.C
18.C
19.D
20.D
21.B
22.C
23.C
24.D
25.C
26.D
27.B
28.C
29.B
30.D
31.A
32.B
33.D
34.B
35.D
36.B
37.D
38.A
39.D
40.C

Pure Biology MCQ 2009

1.D
2.B
3.D
4.A
5.A
6.C
7.A
8.C
9.C
10.C
11.C/D
12.D
13.D
14.B
15.A
16.B/D
17.C
18.C
19.B
20.A
21.A
22.B
23.C
24.A
25.D
26.C
27.A
28.D
29.C
30.D
31.B
32.B
33.D
34.B
35.C
36.A
37.C
38.D
39.D
40.C /A

Answers are not perfect. Open for Discussion. Red is Wrong. Orange should be the correct answer=)