Boys like Girls
July 5, 2009
Everytime I got to see your smile, Its not comlicated, I was so jaded.
Lost
July 5, 2009
Its hard to coax myself. Now that I’ve realised the situation was entirely in my hands yet I let it loose from my grasps. Its unfortunate that my perceptions were flawed, that I blamed you. In fact, you’re blameless. When even breathing is taxing.
Protected: Now we’re running and screaming
July 3, 2009
Lesson 100: Reciting ABCs
July 3, 2009
When will I ever learn not to torch myself with flame. It seems I never remember the exhilaration that come along with it, as well as the agony.
Driving, The Right Way
July 1, 2009
Yes we are serious about 180. We are serious about long term. We are serious about converts that will stay on to serve God to the end. But just how serious are we about it.
I have a question to pose. If you’re best friend, the friend that you really love. Your spiritual brother or sister. What if that person stumbles on his walk of faith. Do you abandon him, or will you stop, and pick him up.
Yes, you will slow down you’re spiritual walk. Heck, sometimes you’d be neglecting whatever you’re supposed to do. Perhaps it would even require some turning around to pick him up.
Once I was running along with Desmond, to send Joshua off. It was obvious my stamina was pathetic, but Desmond refused to let me be left behind even it would mean to tone down his capacity to be pacing with me. This kept me to deep ponder.
Would it be efficient for us sometimes, to turn around, to walk backwards, to pick up the lost friends. To let them know the way back to the route is only that much, because you’re with me. Yes, we would sometimes toll on others. Yes it is irresponsible. Yes, it would cause people to backslide. But We arent concerned if it would make people backslide, we’re concerned about making more Christians who would serve God all the way. If it were to make a struggling Care leader get back on its feet to run the race with you, How many more can we save.
Would you run back to save him?
Save Our Souls
June 30, 2009
The worst thing when you’re fighting agaisnt an army?
Isnt the number game.
Isnt the ill equipped soldiers.
Its when you’re the last man, thats fighting all alone.
These relentless tides of fleeting beatings
Suffocating, Mind absorbing.
Embracing the sweetness in these memories,
Guarding against the bitterness that prisons.
Degenerative cycles
I need more strength.
does love always end up in hurt?
Adventures, Adventures, Adventures
June 29, 2009
This holiday was I guess one of the more unique ones. Although I spent the March Holidays doing the things I wanted to do, This holiday I did the things I never tried before. Okay..firstly, I went basketball, which you dont see me but I still went..Next I tried to climb the indoor rock wall in Orchard Central, go check it out, its harder than it looks. And I stood in a -4 degrees celsius room for a minute. So, that really made June holidays special. And this is the first june break I dreaded to go back to school.
Though I seem to be rather taken aback by a particular question. It seems that even though I think quite a bit when I think to improve situations. I tend to think of more than one approaches which usually could be used as a long run. However still a noobie, my ideas may have seem too unorthodox which clashes with basic priniciples. However this does not help stop me from thinking of improvements, well, thats when I have a burden for the group.
However, the truth is, I’m extremely concentrated on a particular idea, object or person that I tend to forget the previous or the task at hand. Sometimes even overlooking the more important situations thus oftenly missing out the major intent or purpose.
Hahaha..talk about trying new stuffs, I’m learning new stuffs too!
I’m so Happy.
June 28, 2009
I have finally concluded a huge mystery in my life which the dots are so glaring in your eyes you wouldn’t need lines to connect them to find out the picture. I’ve also discovered that my brain did not stop thinking as much as it used to, but it was thinking about so many things that were irrelevant. And Since life is progressive, I’ve stumbled upon what I deem now as the most important question in my life, well, I’m sure I’d find new ones later, but as of now, they’re big.
I’ll always remember this question that resounds again and again, How do you make someone grow faster.
Most of us never learn from listening to our Mummies telling us never to play with fire, but we still do, until we’re burnt, we’ll finally learn what it means to stop playing fire. Similarly in our Christian walk, in order to learn life lessons, sometimes it is inevitable to get burnt by our mistakes. We as shepherds can only do so much to tell them to stay away from sin but our power to help them recover, that is limitless.
People want to be happy. If it would make you think “I should have done that and not listen to my shepherd”, you know what, I think I’d advocate disobedience. Your shepherds undeniably want you to grow fast but its no point if you’ll always be thinking “I should have don’t that” because it’d haunt you for life, and once you’ve been held down in your dry points, you’ll start contemplating whether God is real. Go ahead, test fire, burn yourself, if not discover new approaches to life. That way, you’ll learn it the hard way, the slower way, but the way that you’ll remember for life. And thats what’s Christianity about, A lifelong race.
Are you happy leading the presumed fullfilled life now. Christianity boasts of life to the fullest, are you sure you’re living life to the fullest with all that cursing and swearing other your breaths. All that skepticism, On my opinion, I think thats pointless life.
In whole, I think the most important question I have to ask is
Am I happy living life.
Taken, Aback
June 27, 2009
In this world, we’ll unfortunately meet some unpleasant people who you take as true friends.
People who would leech the living daylights out of you and leave you to rot in void.
Its been resounding in my head to think of how to deal with such people.
1. Beat the crap out of them, make it a warning to all those people out there who are leeches to watch out.
2. If you cant beat them, Join them.
3.No point risking gaining bad friends to gain good ones, Just forget about close friends.
4. Love them even more.
I think all of these are classic responses to them except 4. Its a risk that even I myself wouldn’t dare take. It these things that defines us as Christians; Believing in the Power of Love.
In Abundance Of
June 23, 2009
People who get too full out of their food, They waste it
People who live in abundance of money, They forget the value of it
People who live in abundance of friends, They forget them
People who live full of themselves, They forget who they are.
People who live In Abudance of God, Do they forget Him?
Do you?
hugs tear you down to the core, embrace the broken pieces, meld them together.
